Thursday, August 7, 2008
so yes its almost ending and yet ive not exploded, im surprised, really i am. considering the fact that my group leader is a piece of shit who does not care about other people i think im taking it pretty well. so there's three of us in a group, aliases, leader (as leader), curly fries ( as my other group member) and i. so for these past few months curly fries and i have been going to lunch together and stuff, and pretty much most of the time we are not bothered about leader.
so this is where the story starts...
leader has a bike, unlike the two of us and most of the time we are either in the lab or our friends. i think we have pretty much given leader all the oppurtunity to be close to us yet leader is not making an effort, we ask leader along and sometimes leader does not follow. unless of course when our pretty friend join us and leader will automatically follow us to lunch.(what a horndog right?). thats not the only problem. Most of the time we have to cover for leader and leader doesnt even bother to tell us where leader went.
and these are practically the "list" of things that annoy us about leader:
1) leader always goes missing and expects us to call when the supervisor comes
2) since leader wont tell us where leader goes we will ask leader where leader went and leader will not answer (thats very fair, heh)
3) leader will always ask us where we went even though we went together.
4) leader does not tell us what leader is up to (when it comes to work)
5) leader always want to know what we are doing and get information from us
6)leader always want to know why i am on leave of abscence ( its my family matter, and its approved by the supervisor, at least i am unlike leader who takes MC cause leader woke up late or lazy to go to school)
7) leader says leader is sleepy a few times before cause leader play lan at elias mall.
8) leader is not fair cause my curly fries has work till morning but still reports to school
9) leader pushes work to us when its leader's and does our work when leader cannot do leader's hardware
our leader is very fair right.
when i ask the supervisor to sign my MC application, i call leader cause supervisor will ask me where leader is ( i can LJW but i still ask LEADER, cause its not nice of me and i do not know whether leader clocked in or not). then leader ask me to help me ask supervisor to sign leader's MC also.
then the next day leader tell me i didnt ask supervisor to help leaders friend sign also. I AM SO SORRY MY LEADER.
now leader is playing dota.
i dont care. as long as leader is in lab. but what annoys me again is that when i go out with curly fries for a few hours leader tell us " go there for what" "buy what" "do what". I AM SORY LEADER. but you are one skeptical stupid bastard, and selfish too.
so what am i going to do now?
Y12:36 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
so today is most probably the last weekend i can rejoice and not do anything cause i have a "walk out of jail free card". i shall enjoy it while i can before all hell breaks loose on monday. looks to me like there are a lot of things to do and we need to catch up.
sometimes i feel used. sometimes i feel like there is no such thing as friendship, there is only you, yourself, to depend on.maybe thats a good thing, then you know what to do and not depend on others. this is going nowhere, im talking in circles. pfft
Y11:43 PM
Friday, May 2, 2008
this is officially the first entry.why am i anonymous? well the point is, this blog was made so that i can complain, reason and think what happens in life, why it happens and what should i do about it. life's complicated dont you think? and besides how can i share my problem and expect that no one would get hurt. so yes i am and will always stay anonymous in this blog.
oh dont worry the people i will mention here will be made anonymous. do pardon me if my english is not perfect. so if there actually are people who read this i hope you can relate and maybe do what you think is right. welcome!
Y11:53 PM
